Ive had a bit of an up and down week with the ME and a very tiring week with 4 appointments. Two of them i didnt even know I had till people showed up at my door..
-GP checkup as I just finished my antiboitics for the pneumonia,
-the housing people (who i didnt know was coming as I'd been too drained to go throu my mail so didnt see their letter
-mental health assessment people who came due to housing people telling them i was distressed when they showed up at my door unannounced when I was in a very exhausted state so got upset (as I also had another appointment on later that day). So then the mental health people showed up unannounced a couple of days later... as normal they cant offer to provide me any services. (they did say they would contact disability SA for me as I forgot what disabilitySA recommended me do last time they were here and I was too sick at time to follow up things)
- a court ordered psychriastrist appointment
On top of that.. i had a friend show up unexpectively ... and also had my boyfriend here 3 days due to the appoinment. So yeah, a real draining week. I ended up to the point in which I couldnt even walk from my computer room to my bed next door and was crawling on floor to get into bed.
Yesterday... I got out of bed and didnt want to move so spent the day feeling like I was being very lazy. Strangely it turned out it was the CFS/ME but I actually didnt realise it was till that night when I suddenly felt much weller, less tired and hence then motivated to do things.
I guess im so used to being drained or feeling unwell that at the time I just was completely unaware that it wasnt laziness making me sit all day and not do any housework at all but rather exhaustion and actually feeling not too well.
I guess others here get that too at times, are so used to being ill, that at times they dont even realise they are ill. (if i dont actually have a lot of pain, I dont tend to really notice things much at times).
Ive also spent a lot of this week with stiff legs and feeling like there is too much lactic acid in my calves just from having to walk about my house.
-GP checkup as I just finished my antiboitics for the pneumonia,
-the housing people (who i didnt know was coming as I'd been too drained to go throu my mail so didnt see their letter
-mental health assessment people who came due to housing people telling them i was distressed when they showed up at my door unannounced when I was in a very exhausted state so got upset (as I also had another appointment on later that day). So then the mental health people showed up unannounced a couple of days later... as normal they cant offer to provide me any services. (they did say they would contact disability SA for me as I forgot what disabilitySA recommended me do last time they were here and I was too sick at time to follow up things)
- a court ordered psychriastrist appointment
On top of that.. i had a friend show up unexpectively ... and also had my boyfriend here 3 days due to the appoinment. So yeah, a real draining week. I ended up to the point in which I couldnt even walk from my computer room to my bed next door and was crawling on floor to get into bed.
Yesterday... I got out of bed and didnt want to move so spent the day feeling like I was being very lazy. Strangely it turned out it was the CFS/ME but I actually didnt realise it was till that night when I suddenly felt much weller, less tired and hence then motivated to do things.
I guess im so used to being drained or feeling unwell that at the time I just was completely unaware that it wasnt laziness making me sit all day and not do any housework at all but rather exhaustion and actually feeling not too well.
I guess others here get that too at times, are so used to being ill, that at times they dont even realise they are ill. (if i dont actually have a lot of pain, I dont tend to really notice things much at times).
Ive also spent a lot of this week with stiff legs and feeling like there is too much lactic acid in my calves just from having to walk about my house.