OMG, words cannot express the screaming bodywide pain I am in. I'm having the week from hell with no break in site. And the more I do, the more pain I'm in.
I pushed it yesterday and did way too much because I have important things the rest of the week. So yesterday, I did laundry and went foodshopping. Things normal people do everyday, but things that kill people like us with flareups and pain. So I've been flaring from that, then I got hit with my annual cleanliness inspection notice for my apartment. It's Friday. So they are only giving me a few days to get the place ready. So I've been cleaning all day when I should have been resting and recovering from yesterday. And the more I've been doing, the more screaming pain I'm in. And I'm not done yet.
Tomorrow, I have a meeting with a lawyer, so that will kill my morning. I have no clue how I'm going to walk over to the office across street if I'm still in this amount of agony.
Then Thursday, I have to be in court in the morning. We're trying to get my insane neighbor evicted. He has severe mental illness to the point of being dangerous. So I've had that stress on top of all this.
I do not know how I'm going to get through this week. And the pain all over is that bad. I have pain and stiffness from head to toe and my lower back feels like I broke it.
I only have parts of tomorrow and Thursday to finish cleaning up, too. It will never be how I want it to be. So whatever I get done, gets done and that's it.
And on top of all this, my new neighbor has been blasting his tv through my bedroom wall to the point of me having to put double the white noise on in here and an ear plug in the one ear that can handle it. My other ear hurts too much. I've just about lost most of the use of this bedroom since the guy moved in next to me. My only consolation is, he doesn't want to stay. He told me he wants to buy a mobile home and be near his daughter out of state. So hopefully he'll do that during the year. I pray the next person that moves in is quiet as a mouse.
I can't even take my muscle relaxant because it fuzzies my head for two days and I have to be completely straight for court. The most I can take tonight is the butalbital and it's not going to touch most of this pain. I can't take NSAIDS or I'd do that for it. I'm just dying.
I pushed it yesterday and did way too much because I have important things the rest of the week. So yesterday, I did laundry and went foodshopping. Things normal people do everyday, but things that kill people like us with flareups and pain. So I've been flaring from that, then I got hit with my annual cleanliness inspection notice for my apartment. It's Friday. So they are only giving me a few days to get the place ready. So I've been cleaning all day when I should have been resting and recovering from yesterday. And the more I've been doing, the more screaming pain I'm in. And I'm not done yet.
Tomorrow, I have a meeting with a lawyer, so that will kill my morning. I have no clue how I'm going to walk over to the office across street if I'm still in this amount of agony.
Then Thursday, I have to be in court in the morning. We're trying to get my insane neighbor evicted. He has severe mental illness to the point of being dangerous. So I've had that stress on top of all this.
I do not know how I'm going to get through this week. And the pain all over is that bad. I have pain and stiffness from head to toe and my lower back feels like I broke it.
I only have parts of tomorrow and Thursday to finish cleaning up, too. It will never be how I want it to be. So whatever I get done, gets done and that's it.
And on top of all this, my new neighbor has been blasting his tv through my bedroom wall to the point of me having to put double the white noise on in here and an ear plug in the one ear that can handle it. My other ear hurts too much. I've just about lost most of the use of this bedroom since the guy moved in next to me. My only consolation is, he doesn't want to stay. He told me he wants to buy a mobile home and be near his daughter out of state. So hopefully he'll do that during the year. I pray the next person that moves in is quiet as a mouse.
I can't even take my muscle relaxant because it fuzzies my head for two days and I have to be completely straight for court. The most I can take tonight is the butalbital and it's not going to touch most of this pain. I can't take NSAIDS or I'd do that for it. I'm just dying.
