leave me now

Sometimes,
you have to exist in the space
of not feeling much hope
for a little while...
or a long while.
Getting comfortable in this space
is part of my survival strategy.

If i don't fight it,
then there is nothing to do.
To save.
To push.
To be.
To heal.

Sometimes, i am just broken
with no answers.

I see the sun move from the south
part of my window in the morning
to the west, above my head in the evening.
So, these are signs of life around me.

I hear the birds coming back to life.
I breathe. I see my chest move up and down.
Air still moves in and out of me.
I still remain alive.

Surprisingly.

I can't seem to solve pieces of my puzzle.
So, maybe i need to follow nature
and just leave it be. For now.

If you are feeling broken lately,
know i hold space for you and accept you
unconditionally.

Sometimes there is nothing left to do,
but feel some of this.


"leave me now,
Just leave me now,
Close the door
All my time's run out,
Leave me now,
Leave me now,
Time is good,
All my time's run out

you look like him,
Quiet and alive,
I've left behind pain,
I've lived behind life."