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Dandelion Discotheque (d'un lit)

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“Could it be I was the one that you held so deep in the night On the back staircase you fell to your knees with tears in your eyes All that you suffered, all the disease You couldn't hide it, hide it from me All alone scared in your room, would you swear there's nobody home On the bed laying...
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Two of the most exciting things to have happened to me in 6 years of the land of bed… have occurred in past 2 weeks. Would you like to know? I’m sure you do. Number one, my friend made me a gf df casserole I could eat for Easter!!!!!! I felt so amazing and included and it was SO yummy...
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A little journey: In 2019, i was connected to a woman locally whom my cousin told me was from her church and had lyme disease. Her name is Laney. She began messaging me in a crisis state with a one year old in spring on 2019 and i wished her well as soon as she became stabilized in hell. As...
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Sunday morning vibes ✨🙏☀️ “Today in this song we will be chanting to the deity, Ganesha. This is an invocation to that which removes obstacles, helps us clear the path and release anything that is standing in our way, that we no longer feel we need to be holding. And so as we invoke the...
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I do not believe Lewis Carroll actually said this but I was always quite fond of Alice in wonderland for a great many years. I am sure I find comfort in parts of it since at times I can relate to her falling down a black hole. I haven’t been left alone for an extensive amount of time recently…...
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Hello dear friends! I was missing for awhile due to strange and significant technology issues. But some things have been resolved on multiple fronts so that’s cause for celebration! I do hope you guys are all doing well this week of the spring equinox and taking good care of your body and minds...
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Sharing my meditation today for anyone that may want to bathe in the light :star: thank you Mei-lan :heart: ..::calling in, divine presence source love source light and let there be light, let there be light::.. "no matter what is going on around...
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My daughter and i found this book today. I had gotten it years ago at a thrift store. Each page is a puzzle on the right side. The faerie poems are so lovely and each page, so beautiful. It made me smile a tad today when i saw this one. Maybe it will make you smile, too. :star:
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I saw this today and i feel i am beginning to surface after being in deep waters all week. I thought i would share since we are all human...and all go through these things. Birth, life and death. "Tending to grief is the essence of the alchemical wounded healer. Proving a sanctuary and safe...
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My ex boyfriend i was with for 5 years before my husband, passed away Thursday.....and i feel sad. He battled big monsters for a great many years. I spent many years saving him. Its really strange because we haven't been in contact in 15? years. This is kind of strange territory to navigate...
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"Growing in numbers Growing in speed I can't fight the future Can't fight what I see 'Cause people, they come together People, they fall apart And no one can stop us now 'Cause we are all made of stars Efforts of lovers Left in my mind I sing in the reaches We'll see what we find People, they...
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This is for those that have been feeling the energy tsunami from the sun this week. EIGHT M and X class solar flares plus many C level ones. Now thats a real cellular tango! I have written previous blogs about how i feel the sun....and you may too :) You also may not. Either is just right. I...
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" love never hurt us, it was the absence of love" -mei lan a prayer for humanity's collective heart which is a part of all of our healings as we are all pieces of one cell the illusion of separation is thick :heart:
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Something i really haven't talked much about, is that i own a Healy device. Since November 2021. I acquired it after i did some fundraising. It is a FDA clearance approved device that i have found very few people know about yet in the United States. Approximately three years ago a friend from...
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a balloon in the sky change is nigh lift the veils as we may we are all just actors buying time yawning people off to relay just a girl in bed left for dead patiently awaiting.. the rising dawn. This song has been playing in my head this week....upon hearing the balloon news "And the...
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Today Rain came over. I love my visits with Rain. I'm soooooo cleeaaaaaannnnnnn. AND clean sheets!! my bed feels like heaven right now.:star::heart::balanced: My gratitude for her entering my life is immense and nothing less than timely (her and i met in person a few weeks before my good...
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Sometimes, i close my eyes....and i'm there. Hes 11, shes 2. I'm 36.... I see the parking lot of the church where his boyscouts was, i see my daughter i'm holding on my hip. I see the parents i am mingling with as we say goodbye. I see the golden moon glowing on a dark blue winters night...
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A prayer song...for each of us. My days haven't been easy lately, in a multitude of ways, i hope some of you are faring better.... gaining ground.. i can escape in rhythm at times, and so i share... "Creating concrete visions of a macroscopic prism With a brilliant optimism and...
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Would you like to hear a sprite of good news? I think this dreary world would mostly say, yes. and please. We had a wedding here, yesterday. It came on very unexpectedly and quickly. My husbands little brother and his girlfriend decided to get married after many years of a colored journey...
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Sometimes i zoom out, to the macrocosmic view. To remember the larger picture. To see outside of my mysterious illness. Sometimes, that macrocosmic view does not land on the spiritual end but more on the physical world level. :rolleyes::eek::jaw-drop: That has a few pros and MANY cons. Yet, is...

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