Were we not? Look at all the lost potential in here. Just gone. So many missed opportunities. I want more than anything to be able to work, to be apart of the loop. I hear people complain about how busy their schedules are at work or how little they are getting paid, but they truly don't know how fortunate they are. I wish I could work a 6 hour shift, sweat, and feel a normal fatigue afterward. I wish I could keep up with others around me. I wish I wasn't in pain every day. I wish I had my body and brain functioning normally. I remember what my life used to be and now, more than anything, I just want it back. Easier said than done but what am I to do?