I don't know where even to begin. Phoenix Rising has been my home for 5 years now. It has been a life raft for me. I really never imagined it would come to this. My heart aches. It doesn't matter who's side anyone took or who's fault it all might or might not be -- it should never have devolved like this. With not a word as to why. Who wins in a scenario like this? To what purpose? I have no answers. All I saw was PR getting bigger and stronger and better. I am just terribly sad.