Sallysblooms, I like your screen name. I'm sorry things are so hard for you. I'm also feeling pretty low today. After a couple of nice warm spring days, it's cloudy again bringing back all my aches and emotional lows. I have a few flowers that have survived my neglect and are blooming now, but I would dearly love to have a garden along with a gardener! I'm thankful for my big old oak tree and a beautiful maple tree that take care of themselves; they are coming to life again after the winter. My white irises are also self-sustaining and will be blooming soon. Things that grow and bloom always feed my hope. May we all have more beautiful days ahead.