My doctor ordered an XMRV test. He drew blood two days ago. It feels weird to see the possibility of having a retrovirus as a good thing -- as something that might lead to a solution. It feels weirder to ponder that I might be worse off if I don't have a retrovirus, because then I might end up more marginalized than before. My emotions have been running all over the place since the XMRV announcement. Anyone else going nuts?