Dear God, Why does change have to happen? What's the reason? Are You trying to make me better, or worse? Please help me to change for the better. Please have a purpose to all this. I try to trust You, but sometimes it is hard. Please improve me. I try to do good, but sometimes it seems to backfire. I try to lift people around me up, but sometimes it seems I do a bad job. Please bring me relief. I still trust in You, but I need a lot more work, and I would like to see good come from this. Please help me to keep striving to be a better person. Please bring me health and happiness. And I thank You for the things You have done for me. Though things are hard, I know I haven't been completely forsaken. Please bring me peace. In Jesus's name, Amen.