[Well....That is pretty depressing.... to say the least.... this waiting stuff sucks... I ain't gettin any younger... lol I had a pretty amazzzzing day today.. Took the usual one hour to wake up after getting up at 11 but I have been vertical and "going" for the last 10 hours???? WTH???? Did the planets line up or what???? Still hurting like a bi*&%...but am up and productive ... today anyhow. Yah they sent me home with all the zyrtec etc also... I think I had the infusion machine too... I noticed a lot of new faces too... They are all pretty nice!!! Irene I am soooo sorry you got a taste of feeling half way decent but now back to same ol CRAP... But you did have some improvement and in the long run it is us guinnea pigs that are gonna help conquer this nasty beast.... I feel like I am offering up my body do you? Geez it is the least I can do for future generations. Hang in there... Hey have you noticed increased sugar and carb cravings since you went on the Rituxan? I am having BAD sugar cravings...like get in between me and my peanut MnMs ...and I will kill you cravings...I have gained 4 lbs due to sugar cravings out of control... weird???