Hi all. I have to say I come here not with good news or anything positive really. Sorry. I feel like giving up, I really, really do. I just can't seem to take this kind of life anymore. My pain level is so high at the minute there doesn't seem to be a part of me that isn't killing me. I'm so fatigued I can't bear it, I cannot do anything I want or what I used to love to do. I'm also very down and depressed and feel so alone. I don't have any friends and just can't see a way through if I am honest and feel like just giving up now. I just have become someone I don't want to be anymore. Sorry for complaining, I just don't know what to do and needed to say it (in a way). Nobody has to reply.