Is it possible to stop the push crash cycle? Or the personality behind it? I crash every week because on weekends I have to cook and freeze meat for the next week, laundry, cat litter box..... I'm quite ill and feverish today, and hardly slept for the burning and jumping muscles. This week is worse due to an unfortunate blow up of my clothes washer. I guess the water valve broke, and I couldn't get the water to stop at all. I flooded my laundry room, and had to clean it on my own. And to salt my wound, the new washer is delivered tomorrow morning, which will crash me further. I get as much help as I can, and I just am not able mentally to lay in bed on the weekend. I just can't make myself do it. I know I am making myself crash by doing my chores and not resting, but I don't know how to stop cleaning and ask for more help from more people so I can rest. I'm pretty sure this is a personality thing. The "I feel okay now so I must do it, someone has to do it!" type A syndrome. I have to change the core of who I am. And the inner me is kicking and screaming and pitching a fit that she can't do what she wants. Not even what she needs for basic survival, and to keep the cat from going on the floor because her litter box is beyond full. HELP....... I know others have gone through this. Is it stoppable?