Sorry if this seems lazy, but I really do need to collect a number of positive experiences in a rather short space of time. I am in week 40 of Ampligen and long story short, will be stopping either after another two months or after 3 infusions depending on how I feel in the coming week. I knew there was a larger chance than not that ampligen would not "cure" me, but I am devastated by the little progress i have made in these 40 weeks (perhaps an increase of 10 on the Karnofsky scale). I really need some positive reports of valcyte working or helping ppl because i've wasted an unbelievable amount of money that was my parents' by coming here (from Hong Kong) and pursuing Amp., and due to this they are grilling me about what I'm going to do when I go back to HK. I know undcvr, SOC and heapsreal have all posted lots abt how valcyte helped them, but if anyone else who has positive experiences can post them too, I'd be super grateful. I am completely clueless about what to do now and I owe my parents an enormous debt as well as an answer to their question of what I plan to do next about my illness. Thank you so much.