I feel like what my mother used to call a nervous breakdown. It's no secret that I've been having financial problems that might precipitate a move but I have looked into a few programs that will help me if I'm approved and I can appeal a decision to cut a private disability amount. These two directions were not known to me even three weeks ago and the first one has a cut off date of April 30, the other has to be resolved before June when funds will stop. So here I am doing 0 to 120mph, getting papers ready and copies made, trying to follow directions with a brain the size of a pea and nerve endings firing all over the place and what is my brain doing? It's shutting down. My PC skills aren't great, my memory is piss poor and I'm trying to keep the titanic from going down, not to mention some people employed by the state can't understand why I'm not working faster and getting this thing done. It's all the things we consider a nightmare, stakes are high, time is running out and I'm circling the drain. I have to deduce the priorities and complete this mess. Well I just can't I'm walking dead, can't eat or sleep and just lost a whole paragraph to the ether. Any suggestions on getting this chicken's head back on?