Thanks Misfit Toy. There are a few of us out there who have managed to get put back together enough to be able to function better. Most we don't hear about. They are not blogging or writing articles, and many of them are just so relieved to be feeling human and being able to do some things that they are just off rebuilding their lives, not talking about it so much. When I was at my sickest, it helped to hear that some people were improving. It gave me hope that it was possible, even though it felt like it was impossible.