I mean I have had great periods, since I startet. December last year was the best I have had for years. When I get better I have my boys more with me. Last desember I spoilt them, took then to cinema, megafun, and brought buddies too. i made them advent-calendar 1 present each day. I told my x to take his girlfriend out because now I was able to have the kids more (he didn’t though, they broke up). These are things I am dreaming of now, no hope. I had response for a month ++, and some weeks in may.