It is exactly a month now til I am suppose to start treatment in Belgium. But I am now not sure it will even happen, and thinking of cancelling altogether. I am finding nothing accommodation wise, and even the pokiest kips are horrendous prices. Even flights going over there, have gone sky high now. I wasted too much time trying to organise it here at home while should have been concentrating over there and got flights way back when cheaper. When I first heard the cost of IV at the clinic, I thought it was reasonable and was able to accept this price. Now other costs taken into consideration, I am not sure it will be affordable at all. I'm pretty down so I never make decisions when I'm like this. Maybe i'll just put it off a few months instead.