I can hardly believe that yesterday I spent nearly 2 hours (!) with a doctor and didn't get that frustrating cognitive dissonance between the sensible, progressive medical wisdom I've read on-line, and my real-world experiences.
I knew from personal recommendations that he would address my thyroid, adrenal, estrogen, progesterone and B12 problems in-line with my reading and long held desires. But - wow! Seeing a doctor who takes this in stride, doesn't act like I'm crazy, actually sees this every day...
I asked him about conversion disorder, and he said it's nonsense - an ego-centric, lazy doctor's get-out clause. He started out as a psychiatrist - when people didn't respond to anti depressants they tried B12! Because low levels were known to cause depression. If that didn't work, they gave thyroid hormone - T3. And these interventions often worked!
Now, they don't even bother testing for nutrient levels before putting people on psychotropic drugs that don't even work half the time, and have bad side effects. Crazy. Well, not really when you factor in Big Pharma pushing their pills so hard.
He started digging deeper into hormonal problems when he realised that some of his female patients were suffering horribly, unable to benefit from therapy, destroying their lives and relationships... Were they crazy? No. Just hormonally unbalanced.
It's so easy for doctors to dismiss things they don't understand, or have the time or the inclination to learn more about. If it turns out that my problem for this hellish 9 years has been my undertreateded thyroid and ignored lack of testosterone and DHEA, it's totally inexcusable. Not that the mainstream doctors give a f***.
I've suffered, my children and husband have suffered. I lost my 30's.
I just hope against hope that this restores me to even 30% above what I am now.