Okay so I recently received some bad news. I went to the doctor to get a Lyme Test. The Dr i went to tests for 10 bands of Lyme as well as Epstein Barr Virus, Hepititus, WBC, and some other things. Well she called me without much concern just asking if I was tired. I told her yes I am always tired. She said I have test postitive for EBV. My charts are high over their range of 5.She said my Lyme tests were fine. So me not trusting the medical establishment I went and got my test results to say I am reactive to strains 41 and 23. Obvioulsy this means I have Lyme. No one however believes me. My mom believes what the Doctors say and what the CDC says. She is my only support so clearly she isn't helping. I am not going on Doxy I am treating this naturally. Regardless what anyone thinks I do not think Doxy will do anything at all. Antibiotics do nothing but kill my stomach. Make me poop blood and its not pleasant for me. Sorry for the TMI. My WBC has been dropping quite rapidly these past few months. Back in September/October I had a test that was in the range of 5.1 then I had a test done a few months ago it was at a 4.7 now its down to a 3.5. I am very worried about this. I have gotten my copper levels tested(plasma and ceuroplasmin, had to do this myself because my DOCTOR didn't know how to test for it..) Those were in the normal ranges so no reason for copper to lower my WBC. I have also had 3 HIV home tests done over the course of a year(last one was done in April/May) those came back negative. So assuming I did those correctly(which it's pretty fool proof) I do not have HIV/AIDS so I can rule that out. Although I may go get another test just to be sure. I am an anxious person and waiting for blood tests make my anxiety worse. I am not deficient in b12. Or Folate. I have been vegan(high carb low fat) for almost a year. The past two weeks I have been trying meat. And I have noticed my brain fog is worse. I am stopping the meat. I do feel stronger, but it's not helping me mentally. I have also noticed that Lyme symptoms have been becoming worse. I am getting the aches and pains people talk about with Lyme. I have read about a doctor who recommend low fat for lyme because it doesn't let the Lyme go into cyst form. Everywhere I read says these issues cause high white blood cell counts. I am afraid I am going to die if this keeps up. Well I am not afraid of death I just rather it not take me down this way. I am going to be treating my Lyme with Samento, Banderol, Pinella, BurBur, Systemic Enzymes and a vegan diet. I do not have the money to spend on a doctor and purchase supplements. I have only posted on this forum because I need support and I am not getting it from anyone in my life. I'm not trying ot sound like a soap box. But I am so alone. Worst thing is I found all this stuff out and my birthday is on monday. No real way to enjoy my birthday after finding out this stuff. Please help me.