Thank you Ema, I feel blessed to have you here sharing your experience!!! I think I was just frustrated when I wrote that I'm just so tired of never getting better and now this too.....just weary of the dance. Is the full panel of any usefulness or is just #188 and #189 sufficient? Not sure I get a choice cause what the doctor gave me includes all the ones I listed. I think I need to find an LLMD. I dont want to spend another 5 years poking around this, who knows how long I have had it if I have it.