The first 3 months or so I was relatively stable. Then I over exerted one time which led to a huge dos slide in symptoms and, since that day, I continue to decline every.single.day. By decline I mean my brain. Physically if I overdo it it will recover for the most part after a week or so, but regardless if I'm exerting or laying down all day (which I've been doing for months now), when i wake up in the morning more of my brain is down. By down I mean more emptiness, more dissociation, less sense of the present and more anhedonia. No matter what I do I see noticeable changes downward every day, regardless of how much I rest. Is this just disease progression? I'm 8 months in, can ME do this in the beginning?