Beautifully said @kangaSue and wish I could co-sign your post. I had been talking with Justin almost daily via PM from Aug until he passed away re: paraneoplastic syndromes, autoimmunity, and treatments that we were both either doing or would be doing in the future (IVIG, Rituximab, etc). We also discussed personal issues that we were facing. Even though several months have passed, at least once a week if not more, I think that I need to update Justin re: my treatment and share things with him that I have learned that I think might help him... and then it hits me that he is gone. He was such a generous spirit and I still miss communicating with him. His passing was without question the hardest one for me since I joined PR. I wish he could have lived a little bit longer although I am glad that he is not suffering anymore.