Shrewsbury, Sorry to hear that you're feeling sad, but it's good that you can reach out to communicate those feelings. And there must be so many members who feel just the same, but are unable to express themselves But that's what this forum is all about - reaching out & touching other people. Initially on this forum, I PM'd & emailed regularly, but eventually I ran out of steam (& words) to say how much I cared. I guess my days have now shrunk too. My whole world is smaller now, but that's ok with me. So, take today & maybe a few more days to be sad & know that there'll always be other days of hope & comfort. Life is one big roller coaster. You're just on the downward slope at the moment, but I know the ride will turn & I hope you'll feel better soon.