- Messages
- 10
I'll try to keep this as short as I can to help anyone interested in expressing their ideas.
I have had CFS for 10 years. It happened just before going abroad. It has kept me from working enough to get back to my home country. I have been mostly dependent on girlfriends, savings and part-time jobs. All of which are now no more. I have no energy and regardless of what I've done, symptoms have not improved. No doctors will recognize there is anything wrong, no friends or family will help. Few will listen seriously and no one will get involved. I'm now out of time. I have tried asking for help from numerous sources and everyone has left me hanging. I have 2 weeks left on my visa, no money, no ability to work, no energy, no insurance, no way back to my home country, no home to go to, no one who will help and I can't help myself.
the only options I see at this point are get deported back to my home country into homelessness which I can't do from a health standpoint. I need medical help and can't get it. end result, more suffering until either a miracle occurs (up until now in my life experience, about 0% probability) or death from starvation, not enough water, etc. or suicide. None of this possibilities I'm interested in but I can't think of any other options left.
If anyone out there has dealt with a similar situation or thinks they can help, my ears are wide open.
thank you in advance
I have had CFS for 10 years. It happened just before going abroad. It has kept me from working enough to get back to my home country. I have been mostly dependent on girlfriends, savings and part-time jobs. All of which are now no more. I have no energy and regardless of what I've done, symptoms have not improved. No doctors will recognize there is anything wrong, no friends or family will help. Few will listen seriously and no one will get involved. I'm now out of time. I have tried asking for help from numerous sources and everyone has left me hanging. I have 2 weeks left on my visa, no money, no ability to work, no energy, no insurance, no way back to my home country, no home to go to, no one who will help and I can't help myself.
the only options I see at this point are get deported back to my home country into homelessness which I can't do from a health standpoint. I need medical help and can't get it. end result, more suffering until either a miracle occurs (up until now in my life experience, about 0% probability) or death from starvation, not enough water, etc. or suicide. None of this possibilities I'm interested in but I can't think of any other options left.
If anyone out there has dealt with a similar situation or thinks they can help, my ears are wide open.
thank you in advance