One of the parts of my brain hit the worst is my ability to feel... anything. I don't feel emotions, desire, connection, love, anger, sadness happiness, tiredness, hunger, passion, etc.. All I feel in my brain is this never ending nothingness that just keeps increasing as time goes on. I can recall a year or so ago I felt my sexual desire start dwindling one day. It progressed into my ability to feel attraction, connection, lust, love and all those things. It slowly kept decreasing for about a week until it was completely gone. I was doing nothing but laying down. As time has gone on and this disease has progressed this part of my brain has regressed considerably. I am in this constant, relentless emptiness and it's absolute torture.