Gingergrrl
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In life we must take calculated risks to elicit gains and as long as the potential latter outweighs the former I believe it's worth it but of course not without advice and guidance from a trained medical professional first ,albeit one that cares enough to listen and trusts you.
I totally agree w/this statement and it describes where I am at right now in trying to get Rituximab (RTX) approved later this year. I passed the point of sitting around and doing nothing when I found out that I had all of these abnormal auto-antibodies. Actually, I never was sitting around doing nothing from the moment I got ill. But at that time I had no idea what was wrong w/me and went in several wrong directions vs. at present, I believe I am going in the correct direction. You can never stop searching and your story inspires me (even though I do not have anti-NMDA Abs).
and since we don't know what exactly ME or CFS is "yet" and so many people here seem to have different presentations or combos of many of the same symptoms due to different triggers I think it's fair to say that most of us have some sort of immunologically driven dysfunction with varying phenotypes.
I agree with this as well and feel that there are several different sub-groups, if not diseases, represented on this board. I was diagnosed with "CFS" by my former PCP in 2013 who told me that there was "no treatment" and she had nothing to offer me. Then I saw a specialist who diagnosed me with ME/CFS and said the two main things that were closest to bio-markers were low NK Cell Functioning and undetectable vasopressin (both of which I had big-time). I had viral reactivation of herpes and enteroviruses and I had the co-morbidities of most of his patients (POTS and MCAS). The piece I did not share with many of his patients is that I am negative for Lyme and all co-infections.
We did not know at that time, however, that I was positive for so many B-Cell mediated auto-antibodies. Once this was discovered it completely changed the course and focus of my treatment. I suspect many have not been tested for auto-antibodies so we do not yet know what role they may play. I also had significant toxic mold exposure. It is impossible to pull apart each trigger and say what caused what IMO.
I wish I could say with 100% certainty that ME/CFS is my diagnosis but at this point, we can't. It would be a relief to have a diagnosis instead of continuing to search for a name for my illness. But in my group for people with my CA+ Channel autoantibody, we are all over the map in the diagnoses that we have been given. No one knows, but if you find a treatment that works... grab it and don't look back IMO.
What works for me may not work for some that's why some People with ME responded to Rituximab and some did not ,different phenotype ? Or different disease? Point is @Jonathan Edwards WE DONT KNOW yet ,but my struggle gives people hope and I am happy to share that ,.if only.
I have read the RTX article (Fluge & Mella, Schiebenbogen, Heidecke) and I am almost a perfect match with the responder group re: autoantibodies. I do not match their symptoms (we are radically different symptom-wise) but on Auto-Abs, we could be twins. We test positive on the same Cell Trend Abs (except I actually test positive on more of them), we have positive ANA titers, and positive anti-thyroid Abs. The similarities were shocking to me.
The whole ordeal with ME/CFS is that all our test results come back negative, while yours have not.
This is one of the reasons why I think I do not have ME/CFS b/c almost everything that I test for comes back abnormal! My latest blood tests for B-12, Folate, homocysteine, selenium, etc... every single result was abnormal and these are just the common tests. My viral titers are always abnormal, my auto-antibodies are abnormal, inflammation markers abnormal, NK Cells & vasopressin abnormal, etc. It's hard for me to think of a test that is not abnormal. Even the non-blood tests- my TTT and QSART were abnormal, EMG abnormal, all pulmonary function tests abnormal. But what it all means, I have no idea!
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