I'm sorry he's dead. I wish he was alive and suffering like we do. It's not nice, but it's how I feel. I hate him and the ones like him for the harm they've caused. Not just the direct and medical harm, but the subtler things happening downstream too. The crap he pulled has contributed to the ongoing psychologizing of ME, as well as the conflicts many of us have with family members. I hate seeing loving mothers brainwashed into torturing their children, because they're told it's the best way to help them get over their presumed mental problems. I hate seeing patients brainwashed into torturing themselves, because they've been told over and over that their ME will go away if they just push through the pain and OI and PEM for long enough. I hate what Reeves and his ilk have done to us as individuals and as a community, and I think the vestiges of that harm will remain long after a cure is found or we have a spontaneous remission and can live normal lives again. That distrust of psychologists, that wariness of doctors, and that pain of rejection by friends and family will linger.