I go back full time next week. Guess we'll see how it goes. I just feel empty. I know my brain is not working like it use to or needs to do th job. Thanks everyone for your responses and Palmer for the info. Will be reviewing this thread. I have reviewed the rules and yes trying to get disability is the last resort. I have been on STD 2 x's now and used all my time off for sick days. Just tired of the revolving door of can work/cant work. On top of it I just dont have the motivation to deal with unkind people. Been dealing with it for 19 yrs. By grace I keep putting one foot in front of the other. Thanks to all of you. Some good suggestions for me to look into.