My friend calls this lactic acid burn, I don't know. All I know is, everything has this weird burning feel tonight. I'm in so much pain. It's not a fire burn feeling, it's more like an ice burn feeling. As if someone left me out in the snow and ice all night. But I'm not cold. I'm just burning. I had severe brain fog today. And severe fatigue. And my light and sound sensitivity is really bad lately. I can't take anything, the slightest noise, the sun light. It all hurts. I've also had IBS flares all month and everything I eat makes me sick. Everything. I'm constantly nauseated lately. Doesn't matter what I eat or drink, even water. I'm really down from this whole thing. And the holidays are not helping me. I just want to die or cry all the time. In too much pain, have no life from the disease. Anyone who ever cared about me is dead. And I'm left here to rot on my own with this disease. And I really don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I have no real medical care. No treatments that really help or work. And no one cares. And all the people I used to know and be friends with or date, they're not sick and have all gone on with their lives. Everyone has a life but me. I'm in some kind of hell, and no one will tell me what I did that was so horrible that I deserve this. So, that's how I've been feeling lately. I'm so flared up tonight and in so much pain. I wish I could get a pain med that would work on this, but nothing does. There's just nothing.