This year has been the worst. I have had back problems as of falling this past June, my fibro has gone bonkers and now I am in PT. I hardly sleep. I get 4 or 5 hours of sleep and then I am awake. Now, I have urethritis or a bladder infection. Why? Because the one time I feel like I have a sex drive, I take care of it myself since no one is or can be in my life and what happens? I get sick. It's pretty messed up that I can't have pleasure at all. Not at all. Have you ever seen a disease like this? Is this not the most ridiculous thing? I am absolutely exhausted with trying to keep up with my constantly changing symptoms or disease. I have zero life due to going to doctor's all of the time, or just exhaustion. I am so upset with the fact that every time I have sex or handle it myself, I get sick with a bladder infection. Every time I do anything of pleasure or fun, I end up in bed, phone off, sick. I can't take it anymore. And yes, I am on D-Mannose. Does nothing for me.