Since Beginning of June I am totally bedridden. 23,5/24 hours. Instead of getting better things go downhill and I don't understand why. I am so desperate and often think about all the people who are severe and can be found in the Internet. One guy sticks into my mind. Ben Di Pasquale. That's how one look who is bedridden for a long time. I have already lost muscles in 11 weeks being bedridden. I often think how he is. I hope he is so much better now! I want to believe that one can get better! Does anyone know if he is better? I do hope so!!!!! I would make me so sad to hear something else!!!!