Just wanted to post a random post, to vent. I am mad! Mad at the stupid doctors. Mad that I can't do everything I try to do. Mad that it's so hard. Mad that nothing is easy. I do have faith that things will improve somehow, and I do believe God will get me through this, whatever that outcome looks like, I don't know. But I still need to vent how frustrating this is. GRRRRRRRRR. I have gotten to the point that I am doing a little better, and can do some things, some of the time. Very low level, very non-dependable, but still, I have a sense that life is out there and that it is worth it. Please God, heal me! I need You! Please send us understanding doctors! Please send us blessings to help us get through this! Heal us with Your power!