It's 1 AM here and after 2 weeks of limited sleep, I'm scared to go to bed. What will this night bring? Sleep brings horror into my life. I have pain, can't sleep, or I wake up with IC and frequent urination. Or, all of it. It's suddenly hot here. From 60 degrees to 85 degrees. Too early for this, which just messes me up. Will I sweat, wake up cold?...covers on, covers off. Nightmares. I hate bedtime. A night of horror. If you asked me what is the one thing (and there are more) that I need to make this illness tolerable...it's sleep. #1. Without it my pain skyrockets, I can't breathe right and mentally I'm a mess. I dread tonight...I am just going to assume I won't sleep. Hope makes it worse.