Hello! Hope this is the right place to post it! I'm a 23 years old guy and have had never ending problems the last decade of my life. I have a double mutation for the PTSD gene and lost my Dad 8 years ago which I still couldn't accept. Talking about accepting things,I have severe perfectionism.S E V E R E. Not bed ridden like lots of CFS suffers but house bound.Get panics attack from door bell ringing. Paranoid.Constant flight or fight. My physical symptoms got worse after I took SSRI and developed bradycardia and heartburn after eating anything or drinking anything (I only drink tap water). Here is my genetic results: ACAT1 02,N/A,+- AHCY 19,N/A,-- AHCY 02,N/A,-- AHCY 01,N/A,-- BHMT 08,N/A,++ BHMT 02,N/A,+- BHMT 04,N/A,+- CBS,A360A,+- CBS,Y233Y (C699T),-- COMT,H62H,++ COMT,V158M,++ COMT 61,P199P,-- MTHFR,E429A (A1298C),+- MTHFR,A222V (C677T),-- MTHFR 03,P39P,-- MTR,A919G (A2756G),+- MTRR,A919G (A66G),++ MTRR,K350A,-- MTRR,R415T,-- MTRR,H595Y,-- MTRR 11,A664A,+- SHMT,C1420T,+- VDR,BSM/TAQ,-- NOS1 rs3782206 C/T +/- NOS2 rs2297518 A/G +/- NOS2 rs2274894 G/T +/- NOS2 rs2248814 A/G +/- NOS3 rs1800783 A/T +/- NOS3 rs1800779 A/G +/- NOS3 rs2070744 C/T +/- NOS3 rs3918188 A/C +/- NOS3 rs7830 G/T +/- SOD2 rs2758331 A/C +/- SOD2 rs2855262 A/C +/- GAD1 rs3749034 A/G +/- GAD1 rs2241165 A/G +/- GAD1 rs2058725 C/T +/- GAD1 rs769407 C/G +/- GAD1 rs3791851 C/T +/- GAD1 rs3791850 A/G +/- Symptoms,everything I can think of (NOT IN CORRECT ORDER!): -eye tics (lessened over the years) -droopy eye lids -strong will -ankyloglossia (tongue tie) -deformed chest (breast bone and ribcage) on one side -scoliosis -chronic eye floaters -chronic tinnitus,ringing ears -visual snow -acted like if I wasn’t on the same level with my classmates,like I was 10 years younger than them brain-wise -mild incoordination -phobia of objects -dark circles under eyes,had it since childhood -mouth breathing -emotional instability -hand tremor,head tremor (becomes severe in social pressure,stress not got better) -loss of self-confidence,developed severe perfectionism -day dreaming,drowsiness -severe depression -severe anxiety -body very hairy (my back and chest and stomach was already hairy while my classmates started to develop armpit hair.but they DO HAVE FACIAL BEARD and I don’t) -severe phobia of dentists -crazy thinking,skizophrenic mind -racing thoughts -malloclusion -tongue thrust -anterior open bite -underdeveloped genital -symptoms of estrogen dominance,hypothyroidism,mercury poisoning,adrenal fatigue,brain damage and so on… -addictions,obsessed with things (smoking,computer,porn) -depersonalization -erectional disfunction -derealization -had to quit high school due to severe brain fog from SSRI use (still,can't finish it) -hypoglicemic reactions (worse after quitting smoking) -gained weight I couldn’t lose after starting SSRI drug -feminime hands and fingers and nail beds -white spots on nails every 5 years -awareness of heartbeat (constant,most uncomfortable symptom) -bradycardia -heartburn -OCD IS SEVERE……going crazy.SSRI induced. -shrinking genital -Peyronie's disease -sensitive to light (still,got worse not so long ago) -coarse hair -facial eczema -need for burping all day (lots of gases,30 secs after drinking) -insomnia -all my joints are cracking,popping (still,feeling like an 80 years old now for the past 4 years) -feeling like there’s something in my throat,sometimes hard to swallow -irritability -agression towards loved ones (still,getting really really bad...) -mood swings -puffy face -red scrotum and red dry glans -unable to make friends,communicate with other people (lacking of communcation skills) -heartbeat fails to go higher than 120-130 bpm during heavy exercise -UNABLE TO BUILD MUSCLE DESPITE GOOD DIET Please,guide me where to start.I was very athletic in my early teen years then PTSDs after PTSDs struck me and I'm here.My dream is to be able to build muscle and become athletic again. Please please help me!