@Critterina -thank you so much for checking in on me! I only got 4 hours of sleep last night. I am wrecked.
I did take the B12 this AM and I was okay. I think it was about 150 mcg or 200. I had no problem.
So sorry to hear about the lack of sleep - I know what that can do when you're fragile. I'm really impressed you decided to go ahead with the B12 and that it was OK. That's very encouraging!
I went to my doctor. He is concerned about my reaction to Depakote and why did I go down so far after my surgery in January...I have to call the surgeon and find out what type of anesthesia I had because it or something turned me upside down.
He wants me to have the Depakote compounded to see if this makes a difference. I have or was much better on it and really will hate not having it.
It sounds like he's going to help you work around the problem you're having with it - I'm not sure how compounding helps, except for better control of the dose, do you?
Anyway, he is fine with me taking it slow with the methylation and wants me to really concentrate on the CBS issues...with the molybdenum and then the Yucca. I am fine on those I think, but also to stick with the B12 and do this for awhile and then add in Folinic Acid..he says that would be better for me then methylfolate...we shall see.
Ok, it sounds like you two have a plan. Why the folinic? That was so bad for me (but we are different!
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How are you today? Is the salmon out of your system?
Oh, thanks for asking. I did high dose prednisone yesterday because I was still up several pounds from the inflammation. This morning I was down less than 2, so I did another day of prednisone. If it's working, I should be down another 3-5 pounds tomorrow, and then I'll stop the prednisone. (If this sounds crazy, compare it to when I had general anesthesia - I swelled up so fast after the surgery, that I got a medrol pack about 6 pm the day after, I started taking it then and I lost 19 pounds in 3 days.) An extra bonus (back to today) is that I had torqued my knee (proximal fibula) somehow about a week ago, and it's been very stiff, painful, and popping, actually referring pain to my hip and ankle. This is really helping that. Well, this is a lesson learned. I tried to manage my reaction with the albutrol and afrin for the immediate symptoms, and NOT use the prednisone, but the salmon was 4 days ago, and the symptoms weren't responding to that.
ps-my doc wants me to get off the taurine/magnesium shots which help pain so much. He says they are sulfate. Full of sulfur, which is my bigger problem. I am quite upset about this as they have helped my Fibro pain and my Sjogrens joint pain more than anything I have ever taken. I am now to go down to 2 a week and then maybe one a week...or none....nervous about this one.
Well, sorry to hear that. Taurine will always have sulfur in it, but magnesium doesn't. Can you continue on at least some magnesium? I guess epsom salts are out - they are sulfate, but there has to be another magnesium.
I have a couple of tricks - that can be used to my detriment - when it comes to pain. I imagine a barrier in my brain separating the front of my head from the back. I only let the awareness of the pain go to the back. Don't let it come forward of the ears. It's a way I try to experience pain without suffering (suffering meaning that I'm wanting it to be different). The other is just to say "I will live through this moment/hour/day" - something I have to tell myself on a Tuesday morning when it's going to be Thursday night before I get to eat or drink anything more than water. Or when I am submitting to a painful medical exam or procedure. Just let the pain be there. (of course, keep it in the back of your head!) The only problem I have is that I'm pretty good and can endure things without getting help when I should. If you try it, don't get that good at it, ok?
P.S. Good boundary setting and defending there with zzz! You were nice, even-handed, and yet firm. Good job!