just having a circular dialogue with myself.
registration is due in 2 weeks.
car is at a friend's as he is also my mechanic,
and i'm deciding between car being used/ useful, or just sitting there.
i want it to have low km's.
then i feel that could be selfish.
but it's MY car.
i've kept registering it each year but haven't been driving it for 2 years, as i've always had it in mind that i would be well again, and that it'd be just as much trouble having to get a roadworthy certificate and serviced again for it having been sitting for many months.
my car is a personal thing, so no one else is ever allowed to drive it.
it is virtually new; it had 25000km on it when i bought it.
i drove it for 5 years, and not very far at all.
it still had a new car smell.
i have to let go of wanting the new car smell - poisonous fumes anyway - but i still want my car to be near new...
i might just tell my friend to drive it minimally.
i have to find out whether or not it's in his way, as well.
i can't just pick up the phone and converse, as i have lost my voice.
i had to move away suddenly and haven't been able to get back home.
i wonder if i should have it sent over to me. i would love to be well enough to drive again and drive back home. but it hasn't happened in over 2 years.
i just need to tell him to drive it once a week only. maybe he's doing that, but i have to find out.
i would even be glad if he used it for the occasional job (it's a light truck). but only for a short time.
dilemma
registration is due in 2 weeks.
car is at a friend's as he is also my mechanic,
and i'm deciding between car being used/ useful, or just sitting there.
i want it to have low km's.
then i feel that could be selfish.
but it's MY car.
i've kept registering it each year but haven't been driving it for 2 years, as i've always had it in mind that i would be well again, and that it'd be just as much trouble having to get a roadworthy certificate and serviced again for it having been sitting for many months.
my car is a personal thing, so no one else is ever allowed to drive it.
it is virtually new; it had 25000km on it when i bought it.
i drove it for 5 years, and not very far at all.
it still had a new car smell.
i have to let go of wanting the new car smell - poisonous fumes anyway - but i still want my car to be near new...
i might just tell my friend to drive it minimally.
i have to find out whether or not it's in his way, as well.
i can't just pick up the phone and converse, as i have lost my voice.
i had to move away suddenly and haven't been able to get back home.
i wonder if i should have it sent over to me. i would love to be well enough to drive again and drive back home. but it hasn't happened in over 2 years.
i just need to tell him to drive it once a week only. maybe he's doing that, but i have to find out.
i would even be glad if he used it for the occasional job (it's a light truck). but only for a short time.
dilemma