Misfit Toy
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A month ago, I started seeing a psychiatrist for anxiety and depression. Almost any sort of treatment I have tried this year or in the past several years, but especially this year has caused me a reaction.
I am depressed over this. That was one of my biggest reasons for seeing the psychiatrist...I am sick of not being able to take the very things that could help me. It's depressing and anxiety provoking....especially for pain.
This guy is a great shrink. He believes in illness and looked up my illnesses, etc. Because I have so many reactions to psych meds, he put me on an oldie but goodie...I used to be fine on it-Depakote. I took it for years.
It has been working for anxiety. I feel so much better anxiety wise, but every night when I take it, it feels like an elephant is sitting on my chest and I can't breathe. I have to sleep with pillows under my head.
I thought that maybe it was methylation doing this, but nope, it's the Depakote and I am stunned. I took this years ago for years.
I seriously can't take really any medicines or supplements. I tried Cannibis oil-major allergic reaction. Progesterone made me nuts and have headaches. The Enbrel caused me a serum sickness reaction...now this. That serum sickness reaction lasted for over a week with prednisone, etc. It was a nightmare.
This whole thing is scary.
My CFS doc believes I have MCAS. He is positive of it. I don't have mast cell disease...I tested negative but he feels that with all of my never ending sensitivities, this is what I have.
I don't even know how to treat MCAS when you basically can't tolerate anything.
My therapist, understandably wants me off of this Depakote, but it's helping my anxiety and I don't want to stop taking it even if I can't breathe or sleep due to the lack of air...how crazy does that sound?
Just shoot me....
I am depressed over this. That was one of my biggest reasons for seeing the psychiatrist...I am sick of not being able to take the very things that could help me. It's depressing and anxiety provoking....especially for pain.
This guy is a great shrink. He believes in illness and looked up my illnesses, etc. Because I have so many reactions to psych meds, he put me on an oldie but goodie...I used to be fine on it-Depakote. I took it for years.
It has been working for anxiety. I feel so much better anxiety wise, but every night when I take it, it feels like an elephant is sitting on my chest and I can't breathe. I have to sleep with pillows under my head.
I thought that maybe it was methylation doing this, but nope, it's the Depakote and I am stunned. I took this years ago for years.
I seriously can't take really any medicines or supplements. I tried Cannibis oil-major allergic reaction. Progesterone made me nuts and have headaches. The Enbrel caused me a serum sickness reaction...now this. That serum sickness reaction lasted for over a week with prednisone, etc. It was a nightmare.
This whole thing is scary.
My CFS doc believes I have MCAS. He is positive of it. I don't have mast cell disease...I tested negative but he feels that with all of my never ending sensitivities, this is what I have.
I don't even know how to treat MCAS when you basically can't tolerate anything.
My therapist, understandably wants me off of this Depakote, but it's helping my anxiety and I don't want to stop taking it even if I can't breathe or sleep due to the lack of air...how crazy does that sound?
Just shoot me....
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