trickthefox
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I appologise for this rant! i hardly ever do this but need to vent and need some guidance
does anybody feel completley overwhelmed with the list of things that could go wrong with CFS?
I'd like some advice from old timers here, and some people who have fully recovered.
At this stage I have tried lots and lots of things which sadly didn't work like i'd hoped. Amongst this list is FMT,Lightning process,antifungals,antibiotics,,dysbyosis,leakyguthealing,acupuncture,meditation,relaxation,vitamin/mineral supplements, ATP support, immunemodulators,imune boosters, immune supressors, probiotics, prebiotics,infra red sauna, minor chelations etc etc etc etc
Now whats left the possibility of Lymes, Heavy Metals, T3 thyroid, Mould exposure, Environmental posioning etc. etc. etc. But what i want to know, is how, when you have put in so much time, money, and effort into researching other conditions and have just ended up worse, can you trust these things?
Even if i got a lyme test from one of the more specific labs, and it came up positive, how could i trust that months of antibiotics would help. Healthy people also get exposed to these things and have antibodies and are completley fine. Or if i had heavy metals in my hair, how would i know that months of chelation would make any difference or even make me worse? I have completley lost my ability to trust.
I feel like if i look hard enough for something wrong with me, i could find it, except it wont necissarily mean that treating it will make a difference and that scares me, I've spent probably close to £50,000 over the past 6 years of this illness, seen who are meant to be the best doctors in the world for M.E. and i'm worse than ever
I am seeing a therapist at the mo, doing some accupuncture, and also trying to live as balanced, and stress free, eating healthy, still keeping up with my lightning process, resting, making time to laugh, do the things i like when i can and yet am still very sick, so not researching and trying things feels like staying static, and yet when i try treatments, the more i do, the more my heart breaks and my optimistic attitude dies a little more when they fail. I know there probably not be one single thing that i can attribute to my healing and it will be a multi pronged approach of lots of little changes, but ive put in so much work with that too, and still, im here.
i just want to get better so much
Please
does anybody feel completley overwhelmed with the list of things that could go wrong with CFS?
I'd like some advice from old timers here, and some people who have fully recovered.
At this stage I have tried lots and lots of things which sadly didn't work like i'd hoped. Amongst this list is FMT,Lightning process,antifungals,antibiotics,,dysbyosis,leakyguthealing,acupuncture,meditation,relaxation,vitamin/mineral supplements, ATP support, immunemodulators,imune boosters, immune supressors, probiotics, prebiotics,infra red sauna, minor chelations etc etc etc etc
Now whats left the possibility of Lymes, Heavy Metals, T3 thyroid, Mould exposure, Environmental posioning etc. etc. etc. But what i want to know, is how, when you have put in so much time, money, and effort into researching other conditions and have just ended up worse, can you trust these things?
Even if i got a lyme test from one of the more specific labs, and it came up positive, how could i trust that months of antibiotics would help. Healthy people also get exposed to these things and have antibodies and are completley fine. Or if i had heavy metals in my hair, how would i know that months of chelation would make any difference or even make me worse? I have completley lost my ability to trust.
I feel like if i look hard enough for something wrong with me, i could find it, except it wont necissarily mean that treating it will make a difference and that scares me, I've spent probably close to £50,000 over the past 6 years of this illness, seen who are meant to be the best doctors in the world for M.E. and i'm worse than ever
I am seeing a therapist at the mo, doing some accupuncture, and also trying to live as balanced, and stress free, eating healthy, still keeping up with my lightning process, resting, making time to laugh, do the things i like when i can and yet am still very sick, so not researching and trying things feels like staying static, and yet when i try treatments, the more i do, the more my heart breaks and my optimistic attitude dies a little more when they fail. I know there probably not be one single thing that i can attribute to my healing and it will be a multi pronged approach of lots of little changes, but ive put in so much work with that too, and still, im here.
i just want to get better so much
Please