*GG*
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i miss work so so badly...it was my social life...i miss buying my kids things...miss being independent...i feel like i have died does that make any sense? and what i am now someone in consist pain and fatigue a shell is what is left...so many other problems come with these illness and were maganifed...
i hate that these illness are so invisible and ive been made to feel embarassed for having these illness..
i know i shouldnt worry over everything but i do..im working with psych doctor and conselour on this...as i said its like so many other illness come with fibro/cfs and are magnigied so much..
I think it does make sense that you feel like you have died. I think it might be good to say good bye to your old life and try to accept your (our) new reality. It takes time, but I think this will be better for you in the long run (physically and emotionally).
Good for you for getting some professional help, I have done that on a few occasions.
GG
PS I have been sick since 2003, but luckily I can still work part time, but I have still suffered lots of losses in these few years.