So week's summary. I was doing so great but I crashed and burned Tuesday, So I had to miss work. The crashed send me to an emotional tailspin. I don't know how I manage to get so despaired when before I have gotten so much worse, I guess ones patience goes down over time.
I got better and was in the office all day wed, and have being progressing slowly. I would say I am even higher than base before the crash. So the last 2 crashes leave me better than base. I was telling hubby maybe I should crash on purpose and help the process along. Of course he thought it to be the a bad idea.
A lot of the old symptoms are gone: IBS, muscular pain in legs (have it on shoulder now), Sleep is So much better, Acne is gone, Cold and hot spells, Angina pain is gone.
Things that are worse: BRAIN OMG I am like high or completely dumb to a point where my processing info for my name can go up to one minute. It is weird this time because I can work and read but is like I feel in this haze and I am extremely ADD (just saying not sure I am really ADD). People talk to me and I cannot understand what they are saying and process nothing.
Also my POTs is worse than ever, or because I always felt so bad that I couldn't notice, but I feel like pregnant, the nausea, the Dizziness Is the weirdest thing, like I am drugged or drank, is a very different dizzy.
Note: I know I say a lot the word weird, but most of the pains, dizziness and everything is So not like anything I experienced before. I do try to describe close to something I know.
Blog entry posted by lnester7, Nov 16, 2012.