Have you met my friends? Dizzy, Lightheaded, Fatigue, Screaming Pain? And the twins Light Sensitivity and Sound Sensitivity.
They won't let me go out today, and it's a beautiful sunny day here with perfect weather. But they won't let me go out.
If I stand up, Dizzy, Lightheaded, and Fatigue get together and beat me up, while Screaming Pain rips every nerve cell from my body with perfect precision. If I dare to open the windows, the twins, Light and Sound Sensitivity, stab into my eyes and ears with invisible knives, and this gives Screaming Pain more fuel for the fire to do more damage.
My only defense, a medicine cabinet full of narcotics, vitamins, minerals. None of it helps for very long. The narcotics just put me to sleep, when I don't want to sleep. The vitamins and minerals, sometimes help with some of it, but not very much.
This is a typical day in my life. My friends won't let me go out. So I lose yet another day, and another, and another. Year after year. Over and over again. No help in sight.
Have You Met My Friends?
Blog entry posted by Carrigon, Apr 25, 2012.