Today I found myself for the first in a long time dreaming of a future. I have always been a dreamer, planning the next big thing. I had great dreams before my last crash. I had been feeling so good that this thoughts were back.
I am wondering if this is it, that I will be able to lead a somewhat normal life. Can I do my Master degree, or do my own business? Today I felt the most normal I have in the last year. More energy, the brain buzz is barely there. Brain Fog is almost gone, I can concentrate and just do all kind of stuff.
My only symptoms left are sleep (but I have meds for that), some brain buzz, HR gets high upon standing. I started new symptom: of Lymph node or throat pain, not sure what is hurting but is very mild and manageable. My fainting reflux is very exaggerated so I get less of a warning since TTT, So I get seeing black dizzy fairly easy, but they told me to expect that, so I am hoping it will go away.
This Florinef has been a God sent. Had made all the difference between disability and life. I am going to increase dose tomorrow to 0.15 (1 pill and half). Fingers Cross but I am doing great.
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Dreaming of a future
Blog entry posted by lnester7, Aug 28, 2012.