So I stopped blogging because I figure the Blog is public. What a dilemma. These are very embarrassing thoughts and personal feelings, I don't mind helping here and exposing myself after all the things that we share with each other. I am just not sure I am ready to open that to the world.
But apparently some people are following my progress so I decided to sacrifice for the grater good.
Update: I crashed Sunday, it was: cannot move type of crash, a very brutal and humbling one. No warning whatsoever, just wham! I just had time to say I need to lay down for a few minutes and go to the bed. I was not able to speak or go to restroom. Not sure if it was the no-no trip to Walmart (my archenemy) or my previous 2 mile exercise. I rested Sunday and Monday. Today I did 2.5 miles walking, and just lay down most of the day. I was trying to get out some frustration. Which I will explain in a separate entry (as a courtesy of those who have issues following long text, myself included).
Physically, I am having gas, Buzz in brain and burning in spine, But I did ice on head and spine this morning and doing again as I type so not so bad. Not so bad physically, actually pretty good I would say!!!!
Mentally, Not so good there. I am starting to realized the implications of my limitations. See my next blog for details.
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Blog entry posted by lnester7, Jul 17, 2012.
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