I've stopped again, woke today could barely get out of bed. Felt a tiny bit better after morning movement and took a multi. Slept another hour+. Second time I got up not feeling any better. Got some coffee, took selenium and a Jarrow multi-mineral. Was feeling somewhat better in a few minutes.
This attempt was using MCbl + ACbl + MFolate. (Last time was HCbl + Folinic Acid + mFolate).
This time like the last the first couple of days were beautiful. I was my old self prior to this onset. Even prior to that. I have been affected (IMO) my entire life since the first amalgam was placed into my mouth. How the most toxic substance in earth was ever deemed safe to put into the body defies any reason. But looking forward....
The 3rd day I started to notice I wasn't feeling as well, more like CFS normal. backed off 1/8 Mcbl + 1/8 ACBL, took about 1/2 Folapro throughout the day. I did get an hour of my peaceful mind back after taking some mFolate. The mind usually bouncing all over the place. Worried, fearful becomes peaceful and relaxed on SMP (first 2 days) for me. If I could just hold on to that I would be good.
The 4th day I decided to tone it down, just took a HCbl and 1/4 Folapro thinking I was backing off using the Hcbl. Feeling some pressure under the ribs on left side again, also bones/spine becoming very stiff and hurting like all the elasticity is gone. I'm suspecting that sulfur is being used up (maybe bound if mercury is being released during the attempt?)
During this time I was taking extra MFolate. I would take 1/4 Jarrow MCBL + 1/4 CL Dibencozide then throughout the day in 1/4s 800mcg of Folapro. Also sprinkle some potassium throughout the day.
The 5th day is today and I'm not taking any cbl or folate today...
I feel like something is missing from my protocol. There is either a supp or supps I could be taking to help me through whatever this is. The other option is to start with a very small dose and micro titrate up week after week.
Am I more toxic? I thought with methylation working better the liver should do a better job at detoxing. Which means it takes toxic things and converts them to less or non-toxic things. Just like how it breaks down alcohol finally into acetic acid which is something your body can use. The idea of impared methylation leaving us with a huge backlog of body toxicity doesn't make sense. I think we would all be dead from this overload. I suspect the body has redundant ways to do the same thing which is keeping us going.
I'm going to study up and see if I can identify other supps that might help for the next round.
2nd attempt at SMP
Blog entry posted by sregan, Mar 15, 2013.