Blog entries from lnester7

lnester7 has a total of 113 entries.

  1. lnester7
    ok So today I had the most bizarre experience, I had gotten 2 shots so far of peptides and I decided to try something new. I was not planning to talk about it at all until I was on it for a long time. But I use this blog as a documentation source since I have the most terrible memory. I am also doing MIC shots. So who knows if it is the combo or one or the other, also my body always respond...
    lnester7, Oct 17, 2017 at 7:22 PM
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    In the middle of the political turmoil here at PR, which I still do not understand no matter how much I read, I have great news! I can finally sleep without meds. I have tried this for years. I started feeling like a truck hit me when I woke up and my brain felt as if somebody spend the night bitting me with a baseball bat. I felt like not pain per say but like tenderness. I was given...
    lnester7, Oct 10, 2017
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    So I was talking to mom, and I said "I am tired today" and she said something, which I replied. "Unfortunately CFS does not kill you that easy, so stop worrying every time I crash, you cannot get this worked up about it" She said but you are being so negative, you have to fight, do not give up...... blah blah I said mom " I am not being negative, or giving up, I am telling you that as a...
    lnester7, Aug 29, 2017
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    So I have been ok for a few months. The only issue I had was bones popping out of place WAY to often, Since then I decided to lower the midodrine since I was doing better and that did the trick. But I have not have a crash or the regular CFS fatigue for about a few months. Then today I felt it. That tiredness and then the wave of this substance that invades my brain and wipes me out...
    lnester7, Jun 15, 2017
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    This is amazing, I always get "normal" energy when I get a cold, or several viral (Zica also) and it is a constant for me. This week I felt fluish and just wiped out, first day I was very weird out because when I feel a cold I am supposed to feel amazing (I am the only person in the world that celebrates a cold, the worst the better). Second day, I say something is wrong, I am going to the...
    lnester7, Feb 23, 2017
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    This is more a note to self kind of blog so I can track my progress. So I do well overall CFS wise, I struggle more w POTS I would say. But my biggest thing is PEM. I really need to get a handle on this thing. So I decided to concentrate on the energy production and PEM issues (I have the immune under control) and see if I can progress some more. So I started to try BCAA and...
    lnester7, Jan 1, 2017
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    I have been thinking about my year and where I am at with CFS. I feel I have gotten out of the miserable state I was constantly in, that place where everything you do feels like torture, where you question how you can make it for another minute. I mean I had suffer, the only word I can use to describe my CFS existence is pure agony. As I learn to do less, my quality of live improved...
    lnester7, Dec 30, 2016
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    One of the gifts that CFS has given me, is the inability to hold things with my left hand. If I think, make a conscious movement of the act of grabbing or doing whatever it is I am doing, it is ok, if I automatically grab something and think about something else, I will drop it. I know with all the problems plp have here this is pitty. But to me is darn right down annoying. Do you have...
    lnester7, Dec 19, 2016
  9. lnester7
    I had the best summer I had in 10 years, I traveled and did a lot of the things I put in my bucket list when I am bed ridden. I keep a notebook next to my bed where I "create" hope by doing achievable goals of things I desire to do but can't in the moment, but I can do as I get better: silly things like dance, travel, put makeup and get dressed up.... Fall, Autumn I am in that moment...
    lnester7, Aug 31, 2016
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    OK So do not ask, I didn't change anything much and I have been with 0 symptoms. I have a clear head and I don't feel pain anywhere or anything bothering me today (probably I will get my period since I get remission on it). But in these past few days, I have been noticing the brain fog finally going away, the pain is under control just a feeling good in general feeling. I have not done...
    lnester7, May 4, 2016
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    OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG I was on Friday and last week with the worst brain fog to history. I was dragging myself and I was called to go into the office. So I did. As I went in I was trying to keep a low profile, I had tones of office work (admin) so my brain fog was not much of a factor, I could do what I needed to do while sleeping if needed be. But THEN IT HAPPENED. as I was walking through a...
    lnester7, Apr 25, 2016
  12. lnester7
    So I had a unscheduled crash, I say was unexpected because was not fall, I did not overdid, I was not sick. I really do not have an answer. I did all that I was supposed to do. But this one hit me hard from an emotional point of view. Not because a particular reason except that JESUS CHRIST how many times do I have to do this again and again and again. I crash (go back from a 7 or 8 to a 3...
    lnester7, Mar 17, 2016
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    So I have good and bad to report. The bold has the meat of it all. If you ask me what stage you are in CFS, I would say getting better and rehabbing my body. Brain is great: My brain is doing AMAZINNNNNG, the good news. I have so many lucid periods where I feel no CFS at all (the overwhelming amount of symptoms all at once) nor my faithful un-wanted companion for the last 8 years, that...
    lnester7, Dec 1, 2015
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    :oops::oops::oops::oops::oops::oops: This is for my personal tracking , too much detail and graphic. So might want to stop reading now. So I have IBS like symptoms but never too bad, also spasms to swallow where my throat closes up and hurts like a MOTHER &&&&&& but I read in the POTs forums this is quite normal so I don't think about it much just wait it out and go about my business. So...
    lnester7, Dec 1, 2015
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    Sooooooo. I can't rate myself if I am better or worse. My disease keeps changing. And is a new challenge every time, By the time I get used to the symptoms they change and I get new challenges and have to figure how to deal. I have a new thing where I start throwing up and cannot stop the gag reflex, I have read about this in the POTs forums so I know is not bizarre for my condition. I had...
    lnester7, Jul 19, 2015