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Blog entries from hurtingallthetimet

hurtingallthetimet has a total of 9 entries.

  1. hurtingallthetimet
    i had doctor appointment today...and he was late..even the office lady was late which made me have more anxiety...i was up all night worried aobut having to get out...but my nerves calmed down some after talking to him...hes the pysch doctor i told him today that i think i have excepted being paranoid, anxiety the social phobias and depression and i dont think anyting is going to help, my...
    hurtingallthetimet, Apr 12, 2012
  2. hurtingallthetimet
    i cant find my xanax anywhere and been out almost a week...im jittery and anxious...luckly i had some extra but still have several more weeks without and i just hate the feeling im having.. im embarassed my memory is so bad that i put up and cant remember where it is...or either it accidently got thrown away...i told conselour about it and she was understanding and help to comfort me from...
    hurtingallthetimet, Mar 20, 2012
  3. hurtingallthetimet
    is this normal? i feel weird wehn famly ask what medications i take...i usally just lump them together and say just something for pain or to help sleep and pretned not to not know brand if asked....i was never ever on pain medications, anxiety medications etc...id made mistake opened up to sisiter i was on something for depression and anxeity and she said oh your on crazy pills...and that kinda...
    hurtingallthetimet, Mar 6, 2012
  4. hurtingallthetimet
    so happy and though i had a good time soooo relieved that i made it through one of kids bday dinners...we go out on their bdays its always so hard as i know many of you know to go anywhere and do anything..doing the least thing causes more fatigue and pain afterwards...with the social anxietys and phobias its always extra hard and i dread it so much..though i love my kids more than anything and...
    hurtingallthetimet, Jan 31, 2012
  5. hurtingallthetimet
    i made a thread on the forum but was afraid no one would see...i dont mean to offend anyone by asking a question that has nothing to do with illness..but i really dont have any friends and hoping maybe someone on here will know how to help me... hello, i have no idea where to ask this question that may seem odd and crazy and has nothing to do with illness other than maybe my anxiety phobias...
    hurtingallthetimet, Jan 18, 2012
  6. hurtingallthetimet
    i am just needing to vent....after a very long week last week...i posted a thread...taking kids to appointments while school is out like alot do..it has left me wiped out...one of my kids isnt feeling well...and that has caused me more upset and stress and worry and of course more pain and fatigue.. today my head felt like it busting open...the migrane medication didnt help but i put muscle...
    hurtingallthetimet, Jan 5, 2012
  7. hurtingallthetimet
    i cant breathe im so upset thinking about having to take one of my kids to appointment today...i dont want to get out of house and drive...i cant take medications to help...i wish i wasnt crazy like this..i ddint use to be like this...i use to be more social...worked...went to holiday parties...did so much..now i freak out because i have to get outside....i feel so worthless and crazy..i have to...
    hurtingallthetimet, Dec 27, 2011
  8. hurtingallthetimet
    im so tired...i had to go get a few things today thankfully one of my kids were out of school and went with me to lift everything..my back is still killing me from the fall i had...i did very little but that very little has caused me to now be in a panic and so much pain and exhausted....i hate that the least thing i do causes a flare...i have to live though and cant afford a butler or maid like...
    hurtingallthetimet, Dec 20, 2011
  9. hurtingallthetimet
    this is my first blog...ive been on another support group and joined this one after hearing about it...truth is i tried to join awhile back and was too overwhelmed with trying to figure everything out that i had to stop and come back and im glad i did. i dont really understand blogs...i like that on the other support group {maybe this one too but havent figured it out yet} that i can go back...
    hurtingallthetimet, Dec 7, 2011